As I approach the end of watching Murder One, I realized there was no word to describe my anticipated emotion: a mixture of satisfaction, even victory, at having watched the entire thrilling ordeal, and sadness that it is over. So I propose we add this word to the english cannon:
Sadisfied. adj. Maliase after reaching an appropriate end that still fails to satiate the hunger created by and for that which was just finished.
I'll talk to the folks at the SAT when I have a chance.